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09-20-05 20:08
things are sort of startin to get better

shes goin to leave him
but he doesnt know what 'its over means'

the littlest things are making me happy

it makes me happy that i forgot to give mike back his iron maiden cd..cause i get to listen to it longer
it makes me happy that i can play a few songs on the guitar..im gettin better though
it makes me happy when people tell me that they love me cause were friends


it makes me the happiest when people talk to me it makes me feel like im simi important and have an opinion that matters:)
09-15-05 18:43
i fucking hate you so much:)
you piss me off

im never going to be your personal bitch

so FUCK YOU

fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck you
fuck him
09-14-05 19:24
im tired of this FUCKING BULLSHIT

youre selfish
youre mean
youre a bitch
youre the biggest hypocrite i know of

and i love you


my grandma has cancer...


things are going perfect:)
(dont you love sarcasm?)
08-17-05 17:37
closer??
STRESS 06-16-05 14:25
god i need somebody to talk to
anyone
im stressed right now
well i have been
so many thoughts it keeps me up at night
....

woosa
woosa

EEK 06-11-05 16:31
gone
05-18-05 11:59
ok so umm
extremly bored
wouldnt post on here if i wasnt
so anyways
hows everybody doin?
summer is near
gunna maybe goto colorado
with my girlfriend
then my brothers comin back in july
for a while
should be fun
umm
anyways
Right Where It Belongs 05-03-05 19:36
See the animal in it's cage that you built
Are you sure what side you're on
Better not look him too closely in the eye
Are you sure what side of the glass you are on
See the safety of the life you have built
Everything where it belongs
Feel the hollowness inside of your heart
And it's all
Right where it belongs

What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you wanted to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks
Would you find yourself
Find yourself afriad to see?

What if all the world's inside of your heart
Just creations of your own
Your devils and your gods
All the living and the dead
And you really are alone
You can live in this illusion
You can choose to believe
You keep looking but you can't find the words
Are you hiding in the dreams?

What if everything around you
Isn't quite as it seems
What if all the world you think you know
Is an elaborate dream
And if you look at your reflection
Is it all you wanted to be?
What if you could look right through the cracks
Would you find yourself
Find yourself afriad to see?
04-25-05 17:21
you need to get over this whole thing with alisha
i dont want her
i love you
stop

an you should really stop texting my mom about what we talk about
its none of her business

i dont want to fight
i cant take it
is there anything we could do to just make it stop?
04-09-05 22:58
i wanna be at the top of the list sashage..so ha
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